Cold night

Why why why do i live this life
every step i take in this cold night
makes me wonder is it worth holding on
through all this bulshit staying strong
what garentee do i hav that things will change
bcuz everyfin ive ever wanted seems out of range
its like im trapped in this shell
were every minute i spend is a living hell
cant break free, theres no way out
death seems the easiest option without a doubt
it seems eveything tries to stop me from growing
an the hardest part is not knowng
when ill finally b able to smile
something i havent felt, even when i was a child
i dont know how long i can last in this cold night
ive suddenly lost the heart to fight
whats the point in standing
in a world wer no1 is understanding
it wud b so easy to just let go
to fall back and know
that i let this sh**** life get the best of me
i dont wanna lose thats why i see
holding on an staying strong my only way
to stay strong through wat others say
i find the only weopon against fear is hope
that i hav to be able to cope
an one day ill b cut lose from this chain
so ill never have to walk this cold night again