I Just Really Wish

My tears light up the darkness,
As the light tries to break through,
Just trying to call out too you,
As I cry out to these people,
Hoping to be heard,
I fall back on this earth just wishing...

I just really wish you would call my number
I just really wish you would say my name
I really wish you would stop acting like each other
I really wish you would act the same as you once where...

I fall back through this earth,
A whole in my heart was made,
Would it be great to sell myself to the devil?
What kind of soul would I have to trade?
Would you stop the pain which has made me so empty?
Would you stop the blood dripping from my heart?
Would you end all my suffering?
Why did it even have to start...

I just really wish you would call my number
I just really wish you would say my name
I really wish you would stop acting like each other
I really wish you would act the same as you once where...

I feel the hole inside me collapsing,
I feel my heart bleeding to the tune,
I cry out in pain, hoping it would close this selfless wound,
I fall down to my knees, hoping you will be there to catch me,
I cry out to god and say 'oh please'

I just really wish you would call my number
I just really wish you would say my name
I really wish you would stop acting like each other
I really wish you would act the same as you once whereâ?¦.

Was it you who crushed my soul?
Was it you who pushed me down?
Was it you who felt me bleeding?
Was it you who opened up the wound?
Was it you who said this would be for the best?
Was it you who laid me down to rest...I just really wish!