My blue eyes start to water
knowing I've done wrong.
i shouldn't have smoked that cigarette
or drank that alcohol.
these mistakes I've made,
i promised i would never do again.
gosh I'm such an idiot,
i can't believe what i have done.
i promised my loved ones and myself
it would never happen again,
but stupid me, i relapse all over again.
i just was so stressed, so scared,
just needed a drink to cure the pain.
i wish i didn't do that now,
for my head is pounding, and i can't breathe
I'm such an idiot, I've let myself down.
