The abuser

The one i let in at night
the person who i let into my life twice
abused once
after 9 months of solitude
i let you back in
the first week was a breeze
full of fun and great memories
the the person i left behind
came back
the jealous over protective boyfriend returns
why get jealous over old boyfriends
the friend i thought came back
disappeared and the abuse continues
why did you have to hit me
why push
no the abuser is gone
the one i liked is gone
the abuser
say you won't do it again but the fact is
you are the abuser
the one i liked
the one i cuddled with is the abuser
my EX