Every single day is a struggle
a struggle for something different
something I never tried before
thinking of the last few years makes me sad
thinking about my lifetime makes me scared
is this how it had to be?
did I truly deserved this on some way?
is this what I signed up for
is this the masterplan He had for me
is this how life have to be
why do I need some help coping with my life
I am too f\/[k!ng young to feel this way
this is not the normal way of live!
it is just so wrong
so so so wrong
