MY mASK outsiDe

I wake up to this painful and judging world again today
I dont want to get up, i just want to stay in bed and lay

but i know that i have to put on my mask until night
I have to fight who i am with all my might

Be careful girl, dont let anyone see the inside
Dont walk around miserable, walk with "pride"

As i try and fit in with these pack of judgmentals today
With my fake giggle and smile i begin to pray

None of you girls get it and none of you care
All you care about is you looks, your nails and hair

Do you know how hard it is to fit into the private popular group of girls
Its like I'm the fading rock and their all the pearls

I want to scream and rip my fake smile off right now
I want you all to see me and be happy and say wow !!

But that wont happen because there is a mask blocking your view from my inside
I guess ill walk by you today with a fake smile but definitely no pride

I am annoyed because i no this is not who i am at all
For the girl everyone sees outside is an inside lie making me feel "tall"