Forever forced

Forced to live in this hell hole

forced to think that my life is meaningless

forced to know that theres no light at the end of this tunnel

forced to know that you hate me for who i am and love me for who im not

forced to live under lock and key because of you

forced to think that its my fault and it always was and will be

forced to know the truth

forced to see that theres nothing i can do about it

forced to hear the hateful things you said to me

forced to hear the names that youve always called me

forced to never be able to forget any of them

forced to feel nothing because of you

forced to push you away from my life

forced to erase you from my memories

forced to keep it all in and kill myself slowly

forced to never let it show

forced to forever live with my pain