My demon lover

So here we are again..
I look at you.
Your eyes seem different..
Darker maybe..
But definitely different.
They're so cold..
So empty...
So alone..
So...
..Scared..

What has happened
To make you like this?

Was it my fault?
..Yes...i believe it was...
I was the one who
pushed you away..
I showed you
the darker part
of your soul..
I was the one who
killed who you were..
..It was my fault...

My eyes stare through you...
Searching for something...
Anything that is the old you..
The you that i loved...
And regrettably still love...
Yet I look upon your neck
And realize that you are gone.
Lost forever among the undead.
And i know i will never have you..
Not then, not now, not ever....