Darkness surrounds me
As I cry myself to sleep
Trying to close my eyes
Trying to remember
Everything that you have ever said
I should have known
That good things vanish in time
Nothing I love ever stays with me
Why did you have to leave me?
Why did you have to die?
I know that I will soon see you
Just give me a day or two
First I need to say good-bye
To everyone that made my life living hell
I will soon be able to hold your hand
Just like the good old days
Except now know body will hate us
We can be ourselves
In a valley full of beauty
We can look down upon Earth
And watch anyone who ever doubted
Screw up their lives
We can watch those who loved us
And help them with their journey
They were always there for us
Through thick and thin
Always believing in us
Always knowing that we would be forever
I care for them so much
Please close your eyes now
I am coming to live with you
You can't see me take this knife
And hold it to my wrist
I fear that if you do
You might never love me the same again
Because I took my life and through it away
You never believed in that
Now open your eyes
Here I am
Standing here looking at my angel
Knowing all my fears are gone
Nothing on my mind
Except you
