As I sit here in the pouring rain
I watch my dreams float by
They are all my deepest desires
That will never come true
I try to move my hand
So that I can snag one I my wishes back
My dream just flies away from my grasp
I know I will never get them back
I start to cry
Tears start to slide down my cheeks
I will never get to be me again
I can't believe I did it!
I can't believe that I am dead
I never imagined it to be this way
My body is limb as I lye still in my casket
My mom picked out my favorite dress
I watched her as she did
her eyes were full of tears
I really wish I could say sorry
To everyone who ever loved me
There sure are a lot of people here
I didn't realize so many people cared
I thought that everyones life would be nicer
I didn't know that so many people were my friends
As they all crowd in a little room
They tell me they love me
And kiss me on the cheek
I can't stand to watch this
I didn't know I was capable to love
I guess I was wrong about a lot of things
To bad I had to find out the hard way
