You pry and you pry
and you constantly push more than you should
my hatred builds up more and more each day
but i dare not touch you
all this anger and hatred i have
i could easily scar the dead with such twisted things
i back away
knowing what has been done
and knowing that i could easily change it at any given moment
i cant touch you
oh how much it would be my pleasure
to do the unthinkable to this one
i hide away in the darkness
as only a mere shadow to you
watching you
knowing your every move
before you even make it
waiting for the right time to make my final decision
and even then
i dare not touch you
it would be the end sure enough
and i too would lose my life if i dared
i think
as my eyes fill with hatred and disgust
i have become lost in what i fear
i sit alone hidden from you
i look up and see you standing there
i smile the most demonic and twisted smile
oh the evil things i wish to do
but i must keep these things hidden
and store them in my black heart
and kill myself more and more as the days pass
i hope you're happy now
because one day
i shall not hesitate to hold these things back
