When you leave and I'm all alone reality becomes more clear and I realize once more i cant do it.
What am i to do. I hate this, what Ive done, who Ive become
Ive made things harder for myself. Please just make it end. You people just make it worse, talking, writing hateful mean things to me. Don't you know its hard enough?
NO friends, NOT being able to see my boyfriend( the only one that was there beside me the whole time, the only one that makes things seem not so bad)
I hate this world. I hate You! I sometimes wish, pray, I would die. Why? because I hurt that bad, and dying would be a piece of cake compared to this shit!
For a final word! I'm sorry to all those who want me to be perfect! I'm sorry i disappoint you! but you want to know what I'm most sorry for? Is saying sorry just to make you feel better!
