Scattered Thoughts; Real Words.

Lost in my own thoughts, I have no idea what to do.
One thing I know is, I don't want to hurt you.
I'm scared to move on, but not afraid to let go.
What that means? Don't ask, I don't really know.

My heart is still broken, I admit that is true.
I just hope you know it has nothing to do with you.
The pain is still here, it has not yet gone away.
This heartache I feel, might just be here to stay.

I'm sorry for doing this, I really did not know.
That is why I will understand if you choose to let me go.
I am really confused, no idea where I belong.
It's sad to say I am growing weak, no longer strong.

I wish you could help me, I highly doubt you can.
I need you to be here, you don't have to understand.
Please no more promises, none of those fake lies.
Prove me wrong, show me your not like other guys.

[My thoughts are really scattered in this piece. I think it shows. Hope you enjoy]