I wonder

My blood has stopped running
but the pain is still alive
My hate is always winning
And I still do want to die

why do I cry
all night long?
and if I`ll die
will I die alone?

My body hates to live
and my mind hates whole me
my heart is not beating
but thee`s no one there to see

why do I cry
all night long?
and if I`ll die
will I die alone?

The loneliness that rains
wash away all thats good
in my longing veins
is where it`s understood

why do I cry
all night long?
and if I`ll die
will I die alone?

The love that taste so sweet
and is good and great
I wish I once will meet
until it is too late

why do I cry
all night long
and if I`ll die
will I die alone?

This is my will
before I say goodbye
that when my heart is still
I`ll stop wondering why

why do I cry
all night long?
I hope not to die
so all alone...