Remembering you

Oh what a wonderful life i had until that date came by.
I remembered my dad and then i cried.
Why was it haunting me on the inside.
Well now he's gone, with out him my life sucked all along.
I don't know whats going on.
Something happened and you were gone.
2005 is the year you were no longer alive.
On the inside my heart is broken.
Oh no now my soul has been taken.
I don't understand why cant i smile like them.
Go figure i remember now you died when i was only 10.
Outside i see the kids laughing and chasing bugs.
Some kids holding hands, and some giving others hugs.
Why i cant be like them, why cant i smile.
If i want to be like them, Its gunna have to take a while.
All the time I'm down, and all i do is frown.