Stuck in a whirl pool of my thoughts
like a boat anchored down
rocking back and forth
with my head down
crouched into a ball
the waves come crashing down
like the world dropped onto my shoulders
with all its hate
hate created by envy
shame
abuse
poverty
fears being guarded with in
joined with me in a disaster
spinning out of control
they fought but no army could overcome
what has been done
slowly drowning with my own shameful sorrow
ill be forever stuck in a whirl pool of my thoughts
