I hate you

I hate you for the looks I get,
I hate you for the pain.
I hate you for the way you laugh,
While Im struggling to win your game.

I hate you for the things youve said,
I hate you with all of my heart.
I hate you for leaving me here on my own,
Youre the reason that we are apart.

I hate the way you love me,
Even though you should move on.
I hate the way I pretend to be mad,
When I havent been all along.

I hate the way Im forced to hide,
The fact that we are friends.
Cant they all see were forced be
until the very end?

I hate the way I cant accept,
The fact that you are gone.
I hate the way we cant admit,
The fact that were wrong.

I hate the way I retrace my steps,
When Ive known it all along.
I hate the way you wont go away,
And I hate how youre so strong.

I hate the way you wait around,
For me to change my mind.
You see content with waiting,
But I know youre dying inside.

Faking that were both old enough,
To feel the way we do.
Acting like I know just how,
To live my life with out you.

I hate the way you love me,
I hate the way you try.
I hate the way I break your heart
And I hate it when you cry.

Knowing how things have ended now,
Theres nothing I would trade.
I guess that why they say true love,
Just never seems to fade.

I hate the way no matter what,
Your face wont leave my head.
The pain resides deep in your eyes,
A solution that we both dread.

But most all heres what I hate.
How I cant shake a pain so great.
I know youre sad and its my fault,
But listen now and have no doubt.

Im sorry that I hurt you,
And that I broke your heart,
I wish so bad, we could go back,
I wish things could restart.

But that is not how life is,
And it would not be fair.
For me to go way back in time,
And expect you would be there.

I hate the way you look at me,
When I can feel your pain.
I hate the way I walk away,
When you know I want to stay.

I hate you for the pain youve caused,
And the tears Im forced to cry.
Missing you is what I do,
And still I dont know why.

I hate the way I hate me,
I hate the way its true.
I hate the way no matter what,
I never can hate you.