Next Time(Misery Loves Company)

I'm feeling so lost
Can't you see?
Misery is sitting..
right next to me.

I am falling..
Quicker than before
My heart became heavy
the day you closed the door

There's nothing now
I'm so out of breath
My smile is gone
only tears are left

Sunlight breaks
and burns my eyes
I can't move
I can't decide..

Decide to deal
with all the grief
Or take my life
right out of me

Should I live
can I forget?
Or should I take..
my life instead

One single bullet
could end it all...
should I stay
and stand it all?

Can this night
turn into day..
Or should I throw
it all away

I will fight
and stay for now
I hope that I
can work it out

Next time might be different
I might take my life..
but instead of a gun..
I'll use a knife.