Unknown Feelings

How am I to feel?
Am I even real?
I'm numb inside
My deep dark mind.
Emotions do I steal?

Things happen in my life
Like troubles, stresses, and strifes,
But I'm unknown
To what I've shown
Like a painless wound from a knife.

I can't ever read
My feelings, I may need
Some help from you.
Why am I blue?
Confused I am indeed.

How am I to feel?
Am I even real?
I'm numb inside
My deep dark mind.
Emotions I do steal.