Run to You

What should I do
when I hear the screaming
echoing the halls
directed at me
am i the only one who falls?
Never good enough to meet their standards
always doing something wrong
Body freezing, going numb
for this has gone on way too long

what should i do
when i see the evidence
pointing to the facts
the result of a "romance"
and how she reacts
my idol,. the one i looked up to
perfection in my eyes
and now I'm wondering who?
for my idol is not this person i despise
how can they be the same?
but then again
shes only playing society's Lil game.

What should I do?
When he turns his back on me?
leaves with no goodbye
didn't he ever love me?
he said so.,guess it was a lie
what did i do to make him go?
I'm sorry if I'm being unreasonable
cause I'm really wanting to know
"I hate to love you"
your never here
what am i supposed to do
when I'm living in fear
never knowing where u are
or if u will ever be there.

What should i do
when the pressure builds
to be like this
to look like that
just cause I'm not anorexic
doesn't mean I'm fat
I'm not gonna make myself sick
to meet the standards of today
I'm not pretty cause i don't look like that?
who's decision is that anyway?!
I try to stay strong
cause i know its wrong
but maybe they right..
should i give up the fight?

so what do i do
when the doubt grows
when I'm losing control
and nobody knows?
when my skies are gray
every single day

I run to you
thats what i do
my rock my friend
when Ive reached the end
the end of my control
when life takes its toll.
your my sunshine after the rain
you make me forget the pain
make me smile when I wanna cry
and give me the strength to wanna try.
with you,
my skies are always blue
the sun will always shine
and everything will be fine
so what do i do?
easy , I run to you �?�¢?�?�¥