All these mixed feelings are hard to explain
I try to think of different things to exploit the pain
I'm making the same mistake again, and I can't stop
Even my best friend told me not to do it, I'll drop
I'm confused and scared, and I don't know what to do
I keep lying to myself, I won't tell myself the truth
It hurts to say, I might be falling straight down again
Because my whole life just changed, taking off in ten
People are trying to help me, but it's not going well
I've already hit the ground, I admit, I fell
It's just hard to decide, whether to take difficult risks
Looking at my old CDs, I'll break these disks
The things from last year, I kinda wanna forget
There's been somethings, I want to regret
I think I'll break things apart, I made a mistake
I swear I'm too confused, this is all I can take
