Almost...

I almost cried,

but stopped... guess what got in the way was pride

its funny how things change

lives are rearanged

people seem to forget their dream

i know i did

and now im tryna find it

you were the best thing ever to happen to me

im realizing it now and its not easy

who you are,

hmm i wont say your name

but sumthin deep inside tells me you still feel the same

its been a while but i still think of ur smile

u kno..the one you use to hide, eventhough ud be smiling inside

i messed up something special

i messed up something real

but i guess ive learned my lesson,

and now its time to deal

like the cards ive been dealt

the feelings ive felt

truly are still there

dont know why i thought i didnt care

so now im sitting here

writing about you

while u prolli talking to the new gurl that got you

shes lucky indefinetly

in the back of my mind i wish it was me

time will show...

missing your love will grow,

and as i think about it, i almost start to cry

cuz wen i think of wat i did to you i wonder why.