Where Have You Gone?

Today I sit here, with tears rolling off of my face.
You see that I am totally torn apart, but you do nothing to comfort me in anyway.
Nothing.
Just sit there and watch as I destroy myself in my thoughts.
All I wanted was for you to raise an eyelid and see that I need you.
I didn't want just anyone to put their arm around me and tell me that it was all going to be okay,
I wanted you to be there for me.

You said that you cared about me.
Funny way of showing it!
You must care a whole lot to just sit there and tolerate my distress.

Why do this to me today?
I have enough on my mind as it is...
I don't need to think about you and the fact that you don't even care about me enough to be my friend.

Why can't you be the man that I know you can be?
The guy that sneaks out of his house late at night just to hold me and wipe away my tears.
I didn't even have to tell you what was wrong, you would just be there no matter what was causing me pain.
I miss that.
I miss the person that I thought you were.
The side of you that you once showed me.
Is there any part of "You" that can still be that person?
Could you ever care?