So i sat in bed wondering where my life had turned...
i love this man so deeply but it hurts to hear his words..
he says he cares and loves me, but yet he yells and strikes...
how can i love a man that hurts me both out and inside...
i always was the one to speak, and open up my mouth
i was quick and determined to never put my head down for no one in my life...
but now i love a man so dearly...
that i can not go ...
i live a life of happiness and sorrow and feel that I'm at a cross road
some days are great and happy
others are better lived in hell...
but yet i wake up every morning... loving my dear man instead..
its funny that i think about it...
because i never thought..
I'd be the woman sitting down..wondering where the time had gone...
i was funny...and jolly...and full of so much life...
but now i sit at my bedside crying to bed at night...
hoping for the strength and the miracle to move forward...
because my heart screams I LOVE YOU and i cant move on...
love can be the strongest key to any relationship you are in...
but love can also break that strength...that kept you strong and full with so much within...
