In the end

Life hurts seems like no body cares,
you do everything you can just to be there.
but when something goes wrong & nothings the same,
youre always there, there to take the blame.
A frown hiding behind a smile,
no one to run to but you know itll only be awhile.
frightened & scared to look ahead at life,
dont have anything else to do but sacrifice.
another step ahead with no turning back,
nothing you can change not even everything you lack.
people ignore how hard life is,
by the second it eats you more & more heavens nothing like this but hell is.
thoughts of suicide,
no where to run, no where to hide.
lonly nights, crying, screaming,
always hurting inside.
thinking nothing will ever change,
no help so far away and out of range.
just as youre about to give death a shot,
one day goes by & the next youre everthing your not.
your heart & feelings are running free,
just so happens it has been caught.
by a mysterious person,
who can change you a lot.
give him a chance,
who knows what could happen, maybe love maybe romance.
i dont give a d@mn though,
i aint no ho3.
i love him no more need to sacrifice,
its my d@mn life!

XxX i wrote this poem just a few days ago. my boyfriend really changed my life, ive slowed down on cutting & he really helps me a lot. i love my baby XxX