Am I fooling them?

AM I fooling anyone,
Saying that I'm fine?
Saying it doesn't hurt,
Even one bit?

It sure as Hell hurts,
Burns my heart,
As my blood boils,
And my anger rises.

They've all broken me,
Shattered my heart,
Tore at my soul,
And drew so many tears.

I will never forget,
The pain wrought,
On my body then,
And the scars left my soul now.