Distrust, Anger, Jealousy, Spiteful, Boredom, Drunkenness;
Could any of these be the reason you did this to me?
It just doesn't make any sense
Why would you just go and do that?
A best friend, is that really how it goes?
Never imagined it being defined like this.
Now what kind of friend does that?
Out of the blue turns on a friends trust.
What was done to make you do this?
Was it something i said? something I didn't say?
How is it none of my business
When what was done affects me?
You were my best friend;
Through the tough times.
But things have changed;
You are acting quite different now.
I cant put a finger on when this happened
But I can say this with all my heart.
I want your old self to come out;
Back out from the chambers for which it hides.
I tried to be nice;
I tried to be fair.
I wanted to talk;
But you weren't there.
What trip put the miles between us?
So many miles where we can't retrace our turns?
What ignited the raging fire that destroyed our trust?
How did we watch it burn, doing nothing to stop it.
Memories and mementos left upon the shelf;
Sitting there collecting dust over time.
I amm on my tip toes but still I am not tall enough;
Tall enough to remove the dust tainting our friendship
We have been best friends for so long;
Why now are we having so many problems?
Are we growing apart?
Was this really how our friendship was to end?
Sometimes I wish we never ever met;
Sometimes i wish we never became such close friends.
That way it wouldn't feel like I am loosing someone;
Someone I used to consider my sister.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I want our friendship back
