My emotions are running crazy now;
I am uncertain which to run with.
I want to be happy and celebrate you;
But the looming sadness seems to be the greater force.
You were always there for me;
And whether you knew it or not I was there for you too.
It tears me apart to see you like this;
And what sucks more is that I can't do anything to help you
You have AIDS and I know your getting closer and closer to death;
I am really starting to cry.
If I loose you, how am I to be me?
Loosing you is loosing a part of me.
When I met you I was just an empty being on this planet;
Walking aimlessly around but not really going anywhere.
You made me see the potential I possessed inside;
Which was something no one else would dare.
I wish there was something more I could do;
Just to show you how lucky I am to have found you.
For now its to late to say this to your face;
Your time on earth has come to an end.
The tears are running down my face;
This is the hardest thing for me to do.
Goodbyes are never easy but what's worse;
Is not getting the chance to say it to you.
God has requested you to heaven now;
For reasons I just don't understand.
He now has the most handsome angel with him;
And I'll remember you until its my turn.
