Completely Undone

Excuse my tears
Drenching the paper,
It's just my fears
Gathering pain into vapor.
It's just a thought,
But its left me crying,
Completely distraught,
And on thee edge of dying.

It's just the image of losing you
As distance takes us down
Then nightmare, not knowing what to do
And wandering this blackened town
I'm not good with how I feel,
But I know with out you-
I'd hardly feel real,
And tears would break me in two.

I've never felt love like this one.
For once in this dreary life-
I felt like I have won,
But this victory is torn by a bloody knife
And I'm left completely undone.
Exposed to only strife,
Knowing only pain,
Covered in sheets of memory-
I wish I could taste the rain,
But I'm struck down by emery.

So I beg you please
Send me a lie
That will give me ease
So I can finally die.