I -dont- need you.

I feel that I need you,
I know that I want you.
I can't stand being without,
without your eyes to gaze in,
and your hand to hold.

I can't get you away from me.
Your constantly in my dreams,
and everything reminds me of you.
I want to run away and forget,
but it wont stop haunting me.
Your laugh and smile,
Boy why can't I stop thinking about you?

Under a short period of time,
you've showed me things I've never known.
Does that make you special?
To me it does baby,
because nobody has ever made me feel this.
I want you to show it to me again,
but then I want you to go away.
I know I don't need you to breathe.

I want to be over your smile,
over your laugh,
I want to be over your jokes.
I want everything to stop reminding me of you.
I just cant stand this anymore,
because its tearing me apart.

Everyone can see this,
and I know it.
I can't walk out of my bedroom,
without this sad feeling.
Why would you do this to me?
A young girl with too many feelings.

I thought maybe this time we could make something.
My thoughts we're obviously false,
because I can't hear your voice anymore.
Was it something I said?
Or hadn't I kissed you right?
I'm sorry I wouldn't go in for the kiss first.
I just couldn't,
and its hard for me to explain.

In the end babe,
I don't want you,
I want your memories to stay away.
I want your smile to fade,
and your laugh to fly away.
God, do I miss looking in,
into those beautiful brown eyes,
but I need to let them go,
I need to let you go.
Because I know your not coming back.

I'm sorry if I ever did anything wrong.

I need to be over you... but its hard.

I think its love, just maybe.