I miss you. (RIP tina&&Scott)

Hello there
you silly little girl
Ive finally realized
I'm bringing down my world

nothing is right anymore
and I'm just waiting to die
I'm sure it wont be long
and nobody will cry

everybody left me
and I'm not blind to this you see
i don't really know what i did
to have everybody leave

my mother oh my mother
god i love her so
i was only 9 years old
and i had to let her go

i will always cure her fate
until the day i die
when i heard the news
i sat there and didn't cry

my uncle oh i love you
why did you have to leave
i thought you'd always be here
but i guess i was deceived

you always shook me up
and helped me when i was mad
you were always there for me
when i was crying and when it was bad

you never once left my side
until that final day
i stayed home to watch your son
and i know you thank me so to say

i know I'm not so perfect
and even if i was
i would still always be there for you
not to mention your son

i miss you both i really do
you were brother and sister to the end
really you truly were
i wish this was pretend

you've all left me now
with that women that i hate
but i guess ill have to make the best
even if it causes my fate

i don't know what to do anymore
everything just collapsing
i just want to take a bit out of my life
so i can start relaxing

I'm so worried about my future
and everything that is going on
i know these aren't your problems
and i sound selfish and wrong

but please if your reading this
send me something from above
i just need this from you
and I'm sending you my love

i hope your doing fine up there
out of misery and pain
i guess just loosing you
means there is something i will gain

but for now just rest in piece
i love you until i die
and if i soon join you up there
i hope that you know why.