Laying on the beach
sweet breeze thru the air
i sat and wondered about life
and my next step was going where
don't i wish that life was simple
don't i wish that i knew it all
did i really think my decisions wouldn't cost me, cost me anything at all
i think my life has passed me by, a little faster then i would have wanted
i took my things and left ..without thinking of the ones that would felt like they had lost me
i ran because i was scared
i thought it was the only option
i ran far enough, and lost everything that i never knew i wanted
now i live with day to day problems
with regret in my heart
i feel like my family has lost me, wondering why did i step so far
the girl who laughs and jokes
the girl who always had the smile
the girl that had so much pride...knowing she was daddy's little monster
maybe the chance will come, and my pride wont hold me back
maybe I'll go back home to daddy and my heart will feel intact
