My Lost Love

Why can't I stop thinkin bout you?
I know that you don't care.
You know I cheated on you,
And I know you're being fair.

You gave me all your trust,
And I gave you all mine,
I betrayed that trust, though,
But you were doing fine.

I don't know what I was thinkin,
Everything happened so fast.
But you won't ever forgive me,
I am in your past.

I know you hate me now,
You think that I'm a hoe.
But I would give the world,
To show you that's not so.

You treated me like a princess,
I was on a pedastool.
I treated you so badly,
I was such a fool.

I just want to run away,
I can't stand this place.
I don't want to go to school,
I don't want to see your face.

If I could really turn back time,
I'd tell you how I feel,
I'd let you know I love you
I'd show you that it's real.

I just wish you'd hold me,
Tell me you'll forgive.
Without you in my life right now,
I don't think I can live.

I wish that I was dreaming,
I wish this wasn't true.
I just want to scream my head off,
Because I know that I lost you.

Love makes people so happy,
But you just make me sad,
I want to hold you, hug you, kiss you,
These feelings are driving me mad.

You have such a great body,
I want to kiss your lips,
I want to hear your voice again,
But you don't give a flip.

You gave me so many smiles,
Showed me love within your eyes.
I can't believe I was so stupid,
And told you all those lies.

A lot of the stuff I said you don't believe,
But one thing still remains true,
I don't blame you for not trusting me,
But I really do love you.