Too Confused To Speak

I'm stuck in the middle of confusion and depression
I really don't know if it is really true
Is my life just trying to teach me a huge lesson?
I'm not sure if I'm still in complete love with you
I don't know what to do, I'm just too afraid
When I stop thinking about you, you just fade back in
Was this a wrong decision I made?
This isn't a stupid game, though I do want to win
My best friend is telling me not to fall back in love
I should listen to her, because she's always right
You really think I'm going to keep acting so tough?
You weren't there when I needed to just cry through the night
I'm starting to believe her now, I've seen your ways
How you changed so quickly, I've seen it all
Now, though we're friends, I've had better days
And I'm gonna thank you for watching as I fall
I'll collapse into beauty and tears
But I'll still try to come out strong
People will watch as I fight all my fears
But now I think, maybe we weren't meant to belong..