Understand

Why don't you understand
that is not what i want.
I want to move on.
Not look back.

I have accepted this hand I was dealt...
I am learning to live and love again
why force me to look back again
and just hurt me more?
I want to be happy and thats what my future holds.

I see my future as a senior, as a college freshmen..
As someone who can finally love with all her heart..
Someone who can show it to someone else.

Now why do you want to start again?
You have left me alone for far to long.
Do you want someone to talk to?
To share your dreams with?
Well I don't know what to say to that..
I luv ya but i don't need that now.
I want to go on.
You left me for far to long.
I want what you can't give me,
for you have already taken it away from me.

But remember I do luv you.