Everyday we talk on the phone
everything seems fine
everyday we say our i love yous
before we say our goodbyes
and everyday i find out a lie
that equals one more tear
and i question what have i done?
losing him is my biggest fear
Everyday i think of him
and how much i really care
everything in my life is falling fast
but i thank him for being there
but today seems like all is lost
because she said he wasn't home
now i sit and wait for a call
crying all alone
he said he didn't like his friends
but he sneaks behind my back
he says she lies about where hes been
but is that really a fact
it wouldn't be such a big deal
if he would just really talk to me
so i could know a little more
have a little more honesty
And so here i sit
about to fall asleep with him as my last thought
and im tired and weak but my tears are strong
knowing how hard i fought
maybe tomorrow i will beg him
just to tell me the truth sometimes
but i doubt it i guess i have to ignore it
and pretend everything is fine
