What is this feeling that i feel?
why is it that i feel this way?
this is a feeling that i blame on you, i used to disbelieve this that felt this, but now because of you, i feel it to.
its a feeling that makes me queasy inside, a feeling that from everybody i must hide - i used to trust very few - and now i can not trust even you,
the person that i had so much time for, the person that was always there to lend an ear, but you made me feel so angry, so ashamed of who i was and who i am, that my own anger i do now fear.
you made me feel like all i said were lies - so excuse while i look you not in the eyes - for i cannot - my heart feels like its about to rot so i say this to you now, the last meaningful thing i say;
Goodbye my friend, Goodbye my ear, Goodbye my rock, my feelings i do now lock.
