Wishes

Just one more day
Before you went away
just one last chance
to see you laugh and dance

trying hard to understand
why god took my dad
and why the angels took you by the hand
leaving all of us here depressed and sad

living life without you
is hard enough alone
but knowing if your OK or not
is another pain on its own

living life to its fullest
is what I'm trying to do
but wearing this invisible mask
is making life hard to get through

i inhale my troubles, my fears
my sorrows, and my secrets
i exhale nothing...
all my feelings locked inside me

guilty with the concerns of my own troubles
i cant seem to get them off my mind
they stay there eating away my other thoughts
jumping onto by bed and bury me alive

i wish i could relive the day before you died
and have the time to tell you i love you
and tell you my GoOdByEs