I don't know what I've done
Or why i ever tried.
If good things happen to good people
I guess I'm a bad person
Because nothing good has ever happened to me
Every time something bad happens it's destiny or fate
Because everything happens for a reason
But every time something good happens i got lucky
I don't know why i ever bought into all your hype
I honestly believed you would show me better things
And i believed you would because you thought i deserved them
So what will you tell me now?
My paths leading in a different direction?
You want me to stay and always check if I'm safe
As if you might really care and want to know
So now I'm going to cry myself to sleep another decade
Because i opened my heart again and got crushed
Next person who talks to me about trust will get kicked in to next week
Next person who mentions love will be slapped
And anyone who even speaks of greener grass
Will get the reality check of a lifetime.
Why tell me about all the wonderful things I've never had
I told you what i knew and you assured me i was wrong
And it's not how it had to be
Well i guess my bitter sweet is that i get to be right once again
About the only thing I'd give anything to be wrong about
Wish i knew why you told me you loved me
Love doesn't fade in the time it takes to go the movies
Yet yours has with no explanation
So i guess i should thank you
Another broken heart another emotional poem
I wonder if you crushed me just to see the affect
How you have another poem to read
Bet you never knew the emotions you could cause
Well now you know and you can save this in your favorite
And read it when ever you feel powerless
And you'll know the power you posses
I'm not going to wonder why
I'll just cry myself to sleep again
Just as i did before i had you around
So don't ask me if I'm safe
We both know I'll only lie
And don't tell me its not my fault
When you only know how to lie
