Tell me a horror story

Don't talk to me about kisses
Don't tell me about hugs
Don't tell me how we're going to cuddle up in bed at night
I don't want to hear about our happy ending
I don't need another lie I'll never live
Stories about what i deserve aren't going to show you a smile
I'm too independent to ever believe your lies
Telling me what i want to hear
Will never get your foot in the door with me
Unless your talking pain and misery
i no we're not talking about me
If you want me to trust and believe
Tell me a story closer to the truth
Tell me a horror story that is close to my life
Don't give me stories about rainbows and butterflies
Yes u hurt me and broke me
I hope you enjoyed
No one else will ever touch me
Until the day i decide my life is through
Which isn't too long now
As I've told you many times before
The age of twenty one is a day I'll never see
You wont get to see these tears
You'll never hear me cry
But we both no they're there and we both know why
So when you see me smile
When i tell you life is great
Enjoy the laugh at my expense
When you hear the lies i spin