What am I to do
When I can't stop thinking bout you?
How am I supposed to deal?
You're gone and this pain is all too real
I love you just as much as before
I'd even go as far to say: plus a little more
You forced me to walk out the door
You acted like you didn't care anymore
Now I find out that you think about me everyday
I'm speechless, I mean, what can I really say?
I know nothing would happen with us anyway
Because you won't come near me til my birthday
But yet here I am searching for any clue
Because before I say a thing I need to hear from you
I'm not going to open my mouth before I know
Exactly where you stand and this is going to go
I refuse to get my hopes up now, without any word
Because I'd just set myself up to get hurt and that'd be absurd
So I'll bite my tongue until I know something else
It's the smart thing to do, so I'll keep it all to myself
But still I wonder what I'm supposed to do
Cause no matter what, I can't stop thinking about you
And I'm not quite sure how to deal
Since the loneliness and pain became real
