Not Yours

I'm trying hard to make it, it's been a rough day
maybe I would smile, if you had chose to stay
I cannot bear heartache, I don't want to cry
But you are the monster, that tore me inside
I feel the sky crashing, it's such a loud sound
and the air is so frigid, there's no one around
The last of my heart, it's been ripped away
I feel like screaming, but there's nothing left to say
You watched me crawl, and then closed the door
I had no strength, so I stayed on the floor
The rain came so heavy, and flooded my world
I'm all alone again, and I'm no longer your gurl..