I really did love him.
he was the first.
and when i left him,
my heart burst.
i couldnt believe i was doing it.
oh no.
but i had to listen ta my heart.
i had to let him go.
i was tired of waiting,
while he went to hang with "friends."
and i would get upset.
and blow all ends.
but i kept going back.
because i loved him dear.
we have only been dating for half a year.
i was tired of his games
i had to let him go.
even though my heart kept telling me no.
i still love him.
i really do.
i wanted it to me and you
there is no more space left in my heart.
for an abuser to tear it apart
