A Loss I Can't Accept

Ten years ago
My father died
You can't believe
My mother lied

I gained her trust
The truth came back
I thought the case
A heart attack

Could not believe
My father died
A depressing death
Of suicide

Genetically
I have Depression
At such an age
With bad aggression

I drink too much
Because he's dead
Too many thoughts
Run through my head

I hope one day
I realise
That in this world
Everyone dies.