I wish that i could say the way
say the way i feel today
i wish that i could tell you
tell you the thoughts on my mind
i wish that you would call me yours
and that i could call you mine.
these thoughts are driving me crazy
i wish for once my mind would be lazy
and stop thinking of you
so i can get through
a day without a single tear
one day that i don't have to fake my smile
just for once in my life
the only reason i wake up
is because i get to hear your voice
the only reason i pretend to be happy
is so you'll never know I'm dying
and so you never see me crying
these thoughts are driving me crazy
i wish for once my mind would be lazy
and stop thinking of you
so i can get through
a day without a single tear
one day that i don't have to fake my smile
just for once in my life
i hate the fact i cant love you
i hate the fact i cant have you
i hate the fact i cant tell you what i wanna say
these thoughts are driving me crazy
i wish for once my mind would be lazy
and stop thinking of you
so i can get through
a day without a single tear
one day that i don't have to fake my smile
just for once in my life
if i ever had the chance
i never let it go
if i ever had the chance
id give it my heart
and every last bit of my soul
these thoughts are driving me crazy
i wish for once my mind would be lazy
and stop thinking of you
so i can get through
a day without a single tear
one day that i don't have to fake my smile
just for once in my life
i wish that i could say the way
say the way that i feel today.
