I dont want to..

If this is what reality is
then i don't want to live
if this is how
my life will be
then i don't want to live
if the truth is that
Ive got to suffer
and theirs nothing that can make it better
than id rather slit my throat and die
than stay here for a minute longer

if sorrow and hate is all i feel
then i don't want to breathe
if people keep on killing us
then i don't want to breathe
if all the time i have to put up with
cursing to my f**king name
then whats the point of staying here
because I'm going insane

If I'm on the edge of suicide
then i don't want to think
i just want to fall forever
i don't want to think
if no ones their to help me through
then nothing gonna kill the truth
my life is going too end quite soon
because I'm going too...