by DeAngelo Lee Sep 28, 2007
category :
Love, romance /
desired love
I am so confused right now torn between my self and my self . It as if I am fighting with the inner being of my very soul. Aren't these two forces supposed to be in harmony right now? Aren't you supposed to know exactly what you want and why you want it. But I dint feel that. Its as if I am in a continuous maze trying to find my way out but every time I see the path so that I can escape an obstacle pops up and it takes me right back in circles. Like a dream in which you keep falling and falling and you don't know when you are going to stop. You are so anxious, about this and about that. And the smallest bit of light that you do see is what gives you hope. This is what we do. We fall from day to day hoping that in some way we can see the light somewhere hoping that we will have a sign that everything is going to be OK. Hoping that someone will catch us. But just when you least expect it that light is overcome by darkness. A darkness that consumes every part of your soul. Every part if your heart, Until there is nothing left of you, nothing left to give to anyone. Why do people stay alone. In this realm of unknown desire. |