Dear Diary: 2/1/04
Well I'm still with my boyfriend. All the bad talking about him was all a lie. I'm still with my Cuttie Pie I really like him. When i had thought it was over between me and him I was so sad and depressed. I felt i couldn't live without him. i feel so happy that i am still with him. Ive been with him for about 3 months. I went out with him yesterday. we were kicking it at a party. Everybody seen me with my boyfriend but i dint care because i love him.
ABOUT A WEEK LATER
Dear Diary: 2/9/04
I found out that my boyfriend f***ed up on me again. I'm still with him because i really like him. I don't know what to do anymore. it is the second time he does it to me. i know he will do it again.
he made me feel so complete
i didn't think about any other
guy but him day and night
i don't understand what i did wrong
everything seemed so
perfect between us
i look at pictures and
we both seamed so happy
what happened to that happiness...
it all faded away from one day to
another just like magic
i wish he was by my side
at least one last time,
because i love him.
