I'm dying inside,
My heart continues to bleed
I've wished for this moment to come for so long
But somehow it passed me by
I continue to fall for you,
But I doubt your falling for me,
I have these locked up feelings
And I dont know how to express them
I'm not sure if I want to give my heart to you,
In fear it will be broken again
As I lie here
I die waiting to be set free
From my misery and pain that resides in me
I hold my feelings in
Not knowing how to let them out
As my walls come crashing down
I lose myself
I feel there is nothing left for me here
Nothing to keep me going
To help me through this pain
I know my eyes are open
But still I cannot see
Forgive me for my actions
Because my judgement has disappeared
I hate being who I am
But I'm the only person I can be
Forever I will remain
Loved by those who knew me
Cared for by those who didn't know me
Unnoticed by those who didn't like me
Forever I will be me
