Even Though

Even though I didnt want to say goodbye
You still walked away
Even though I cried and cried
You still did not want to stay

Even though I loved you
You still closed the door
Even though I cared for you
You still left my heart sore

Even though I said I would want to be friends
You still never answer my call
Even though I said I still want to be close
You still let my heart fall

Now I sit wondering do I want to live
And wondering would you care
Even if I asked you to save me
You wouldn't even dare

So I'll take my life
Hoping to kill the pain
While you sit joyfully by your window
Laughing and watching the rain

I hope this will make you feel
How much indeed you hurt me
When you you find my face in the news
i hope your eyes finally do see

Do not say words
That you do not mean
For it could make someone
Forever want to dream

So say I Love You
Only if thats what you feel
Because to someone else
Thats the only thing thats real